Leland David James Ellis

2008 - 2008
LocationNorwich
Age12 days
Cause of DeathOrgan Failure
Date of Birth24/01/2008
Date of Death05/02/2008
Visitors4,611 since 19/05/2008
Creator

Many many thanks for all the candles and tributes left for our beautiful angel. It means so much to
us.
All your pictures added have been saved, thank you.


Our beautiful baby boy was born on 24 January 2008.
Weighing in at 1lb 7oz
24 wks+5 days gestation
Sadly left us broken hearted on 5 February 2008.

The day i found out i was expecting you was a Saturday. I did the test and couldnt believe it when
the double lines appeared. Your daddy was sitting on the sofa so i passed it to him for a look. We
were both quiet for a while. I just couldnt believe it. Thought my reaction would be different,
jumping with joy etc but i think i was just stunned and couldnt quite believe it. Your daddy always
knew you were going to be a boy even before we found out from the scans.
He always called you his special little boy.
Then our world was turned upside down. I went into unexpected labour, they think i had an
infection. You needed all the support you'd expect at that age but seemed to do ok, although very
poorly. After 12 days we had to switch off your machines as your body had just had enough. You
couldnt fight another infection. We knew this day may come but your never prepared for when you have
to actually do it.
The staff were fantastic and in the end we couldnt prolong the agony any longer.
When they lifted you out of the incubator for us to hold, you opened your eyes, like you knew it was
time to go. Watching you take your last breath is just heart wrenching. Nothing can prepare you for
that. On that day a piece of me died with you and i'l never quite feel the same again.

Not a day goes by that we dont think of you and miss you with all our hearts and WANT YOU BACK. We
love you so very much.

Some people only dream of ANGELS, we held one in our arms.

Mummy and Daddy
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If Tears Could Build A Stairway

If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No on will ever know

Since you’ll never be forgotten
We pledge to you today
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you’ll always stay.


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Happy Birthday Leland

Have a fantastic day with the angels sweetheart, send love and strength to your mummy, daddy, family and friends. I hope you are having lots of fun. Love to you always, Louise (Lancilou, Dean Lanciotti & Louis Lanciotti) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Louise January 24, 2009

Happy 1st Birthday for tomorrow Leland

Im here today little man, as Fiona isnt going to be on tomorrow and I didnt want you missing out now.. So here I am, I heard your pressie arrived today, I hope you like it, I found my laminator hehe so your card can go on your garden if your Mummy visits you tomorrow..
I wish there was something I could do to ease your Mummys pain Llenad, Just so long as she and you know im here if she needs me ok, I'll my phone x

Anyway Leland, Fiona has to go now, so you be a good boy and go to sleep nice and early for tomorrow ok..
Love you lots xxx

Angel Baileysmummy (Close Friend) January 23, 2009

♥ Hello little Angel ♥

Fiona is so sorry she hasnt visited you in a while, Ive been away and had things to do, I didnt have my computer with me and the laptop I was using was soo slow, I knew you wouldnt mind because I have been thinking of you every day as I always do, I hope your Mummy is ok, and Im back now to light candles every day, So Little one, I'll see you tomorrow, sleep tight x
Love Fiona x

Angel Baileysmummy (Close Friend) January 18, 2009

My baby

Its your birthday soon sweetheart and mummy doesnt know what to do. Im missing you soooo much.
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Nikki Lelands Mummy (Mummy) January 14, 2009

Its time to rest your eyes and go to sleep, you are one of the brightest stars up in the skys

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Loads of love now and always sweetheart xx

Angel Baileysmummy (Close Friend) January 6, 2009

Our precious baby

The year of your birth is nearly over and a new one begins.
Not a day goes by that my thoughts always wander to you.
I cant believe it'l soon be your 1st birthday, then the saddest day of our lives.
We love and miss you soo very much, our sweet, precious, baby boy.

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Nikki Lelands Mummy (Mummy) December 31, 2008

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Lindsey Mackenzie December 29, 2008

For my baby

Mummys struggling tonight baby and im so so sad. I cant stop crying.
I just want to go to you xxxxxx

Nikki Lelands Mummy (Mummy) December 27, 2008

For our special little boy

Its christmas day and i cant believe your not here to share it. You should be 11 months old, ripping open your presents. I miss you so much my little man, its so hard to put it into words.
Just wish you were still here, that you made it through.
We love you so very very much my precious little angel.
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Nikki Lelands Mummy (Mummy) December 25, 2008

Recipe for Christmas All Year Long

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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.

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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.

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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.


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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe December 24, 2008
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